SecretSlaveClass " it made me laugh"
I guess for a long time I regarded my indoctrination as something shameful and ridiculous, now I am almost at the stage I can laugh at my stupidity and move on.
The Rebel.
the reason i ask is because i realise i couldn't go on reading watchtower material.
i have discovered it did something to my mind no other literature has done to me before.
it had turned me in to a person without a heart, or soul, and made me in humane and distant from other humans who didn't share the w.t world view.. i now feel ashamed of my childish behaviour, and i have learnt :-.
SecretSlaveClass " it made me laugh"
I guess for a long time I regarded my indoctrination as something shameful and ridiculous, now I am almost at the stage I can laugh at my stupidity and move on.
The Rebel.
the reason i ask is because i realise i couldn't go on reading watchtower material.
i have discovered it did something to my mind no other literature has done to me before.
it had turned me in to a person without a heart, or soul, and made me in humane and distant from other humans who didn't share the w.t world view.. i now feel ashamed of my childish behaviour, and i have learnt :-.
Thanks Jhine, and glad you have a faith that is important to you.
Sabin:- " what a joke, they write the article, they ask the question & they tell you what to answer" That is so triue, what a joke, and deep down I always new I should have known better. It's so funny that as soon as you open your eyes these things become so glaringly obvious.
The Rebel.
ray franz who gave us insight into the gb due to a crisis of conscience was an absolute moron, with absolutely no critical thinking skills whatsoever like all of us have.
i mean, to have a conscience based on some magic man in the sky.. how stupid can you be?
in search of christian freedom?
So there was method in your madness vinman. I definitely need to learn that what we write may come across dirty, but our thoughts may be clean. I am pleased your thoughts were sarcastic, but even if they hadn't have been it still takes great courage to put an honest viewpoint out on a forum.
The Rebel.
the reason i ask is because i realise i couldn't go on reading watchtower material.
i have discovered it did something to my mind no other literature has done to me before.
it had turned me in to a person without a heart, or soul, and made me in humane and distant from other humans who didn't share the w.t world view.. i now feel ashamed of my childish behaviour, and i have learnt :-.
Thanks for the reply vinman and Wasanelder Once.
vinman:- " Your words : Ditto for me"
The Rebel :- The only thing we are not Ditto on, I wrote " I now search for material that produces softer feelings and a more positive world view" I say this because of your thread " Ray Franz was an idiot", whilst I believe exposing the cult requires high intelligence.
However like you I no longer believe in a higher power,
Anyway everything has a beginning, a middle and an end, and we are all at different stages of our journey. But the advantage of this forum is we can voice our thoughts and gage if our option is valid as we get the viewpoints of others. It often takes great courage to voice those viewpoints.
The Rebel.
ray franz who gave us insight into the gb due to a crisis of conscience was an absolute moron, with absolutely no critical thinking skills whatsoever like all of us have.
i mean, to have a conscience based on some magic man in the sky.. how stupid can you be?
in search of christian freedom?
I just started a thread on the damage W.T material did to me. From what I understand Ray wrote two books helping me understand this?
Personally I hadnt heard of these books, but calling someone an idiot, for exposing the truth, and helpng people out of a cult is too stupid to comment on.
But that is not what you are saying is it vinman?
What you are saying is this man is an idiot for believing in a higher authority. Well were we idiots when we believed in the higher authority of the Watchtower? Or were we simply not informed?
The Rebel.
the reason i ask is because i realise i couldn't go on reading watchtower material.
i have discovered it did something to my mind no other literature has done to me before.
it had turned me in to a person without a heart, or soul, and made me in humane and distant from other humans who didn't share the w.t world view.. i now feel ashamed of my childish behaviour, and i have learnt :-.
The reason I ask is because I realise I couldn't go on reading Watchtower material. I have discovered it did something to my mind no other literature has done to me before. It had turned me in to a person without a heart, or soul, and made me in humane and distant from other humans who didn't share the W.T world view.
I now feel ashamed of my childish behaviour, and I have learnt :-
A) I must search reading material that produces softer feelings and a more positive world view,
But perhaps most importantly:-
B) I have learnt, reading means CRITICAL THINKING, it requires discipline, and feelings and thoughts that are my own and not other people's.
Anyway I would love to hear your thoughts on;-
A) What W.T printed material did for you?
B) If / why you still read it? ( personally I couldn't bring myself to read poster Blondies review on the latest W.T)
The Rebel.
it is a warm sunny day, blue skies and i am excited by the prospect this sunday holds.
will i dismantle a motorbike?
paint a picture?
The Kingdom Hall where madness is sanity, and things are not what they are, and neither are they what they are supposed to be. And what is belived is only said for the sake of recognition, and recited from little magazines that contain a useless, nasty and hostile message.
So I am glad I am out, and that I moved a head with my life. But what really made today special was the the realisation so many here have been through the same as me, and have also found life can be beautiful outside the K.H.
The Rebel.
so i had a discussion with my mother about this, and she claims that because of this that: "we are surely living in the last days right now" while i must admit myself that the situation seem chaotic, i don't want to believe that it is the last days.
so question is, how do i face an opinion like that?
The U.N Refugee Agency, June 8th 2015.
" Globally one in every 122 humans is either a refugee, internally displaced, or seeking asylum"
Now I can understand how a person who reads the bible, may believe that the above figures are down to satan and a sign we are in living in the last days.
Personally I think what is worse is that many of us simply shrug of the figures with:-
" well it won't reach my street so why should I care"
So I wouldn't take your mothers thoughts too seriously, as long as she doesn't see you as a black sheep, and you get along, isn't that most important?
The Rebel.
it is a warm sunny day, blue skies and i am excited by the prospect this sunday holds.
will i dismantle a motorbike?
paint a picture?
Pure sarcasm and the complete opposite of what goes on at the "Kingdom Hall" as sang and written by Van Morrison on the " Wavelength" L.P
" Kingdom Hall"
Down at the Kingdom Hall
They were having a party, they were having a ball,
Bells were ringing out and the choir was singing,
Hej Liley, liley, liley, hey, liley,liley,low
Do do do do do do do do.
The Rebel.
it is a warm sunny day, blue skies and i am excited by the prospect this sunday holds.
will i dismantle a motorbike?
paint a picture?
It is a warm sunny day, blue skies and I am excited by the prospect this Sunday holds. Will I dismantle a motorbike? paint a picture? Or play football with my boy?
Maybe all three!!
However it was not so long ago I was denied such choice on a Sunday.You see I belonged to the " social institution" we named the "Kingdom Hall". It was a strange place, where everyone was " brother" or " sister" and " truth" equaled "it may be so" or if not someday, someone on our behalf will " guess again".
Oh looking back, I realise I wasted so many Sunday's, in a place where " self realisation" means "acceptance" and " to question" means " to suffer"
" We shall see, we shall see" says the " blind man" and we all opened our watchtowers, and closed our hearts to warm sunny days, dismantling bikes, painting pictures, and playing with our loved ones.
So how about you? Have any of you got anything better to do than go to the K.H today?
The Rebel.